Wingedfairy

Staring at the sky line and deciding to fade back into black,

The decision was tough and the effort it takes to go back to another time isn’t easy.

the choice is never the easy one.

We all have to make sacrifices at some time or another. 

Some of us make them after years of thinking about it and others don’t do it at all.

It’s when we realize that its for the best of the other people around us.

Sometimes just fading into the background is the place we are suppose to be…

It’s a matter of finding yourself anywhere you fit into this world.

Leaving all the people we have feelings for behind and never speaking the truth about how we feel about them.

Denying yourself the feelings of explaining your true feelings for them.

It comes with the job of being a friend and being hurt so much.

Sometimes it’s being alone that gets us to understand that we don’t need to be frozen any longer. 

Being frozen for years and never really seeing everything for what it really is….

 Was never the choice that should have been made…

Chilled by the thought of never really living and being haunted by the past,

It last for so long in the shadows and follows us through life never going away.

Sometimes we break down and just need some time off to realize what we want out of this life. 

Sometimes things are changed for a reason and happen for a reason. 

Nothing can be controlled by another person, its the climb that is worth fighting for…

Giving up and surrendering to the will of others is what happens to us, 

It’s just until we find our faith again.

The answers never come when we want them to, they come as they see we need them. 

Falling back into the shattered pieces of a life that once existed isn’t how it works, it’s just. 

A place we go to…